To whomever it may concern

Especially dear friends...old and new.

For those of you who've known me for quite sometime now, I think you would've met Viola.
Being open to the world about Viola was alright for a while. But one day I realized it just couldn't work. It was hard to truly let myself go for the very reason that the imagined presence of someone...resulted in me not really expressing how I truly felt inside. Which beats the purpose of having Viola in the first place. If I couldn't voice out my true self, she would be the same person of whom I already am. The girl who is only showing certain sides of herself to the outer world .

Till in the end...she wonders, "which one of these sides is really me?"
Am I writing this for myself really?
Or am I writing for the readers?

I found myself actively writing in certain styles and manners to shield my true thoughts and feelings from the people who "might" be reading and watching even though there was no real threat present. Thus, Viola is now my own personal space. I guess, it took me awhile to realize... introspection cannot occur without feelings of security. Though it's pretty much common sense, isn't it?

So what's with this 'other' blog?
Well, it's for you peeps to still have some sort of insight to what else is going on in this side of the world. Even if I may see you in class every now and then, or I send an email to you once in a while, or even if we meet up for drinks every fortnight or so...chances are there's still stuff that would fall through the cracks.
There isn't enough time to fill everyone in on "stuff" that's been going on with me. Hence, posting them "stuff" here would make a lot of sense wouldn't it?

Here, I shall write about matters which happen to pique my interest, hence the very obvious reason for the title: "Amused enough to Muse".